When Push comes to shove, you know you can count on them when the going gets tough!
Way back in 2014, I was going through a rough phase of life. Nothing seemed right for a day. From my academic career to economic breakdowns and to societal constraints as a female, everything was in vain.
I was violent but i was poised, i was shattered but i had to be empathetic. What else can a young daughter do in a typical middle class society?! But i had a crazy little insect inside me, and to fulfill the pressing needs, I worked in a firm. Did news reading, anchoring, also worked in an admin department.
And with the very little i earned, I learnt dancing. Kshatriya(Assamese folk dance), Contemporary(a combined dance form of classical, modern and Jazz), Salsa a bit!! Yes, I loved to dance, so much so, until the muscles scream for rest. And trust me when I say, dancing is a beautiful expression. Dancing is like a life in the soul.
Unlike dancing, the other one that makes me passionate about is, travelling! Just to travel and explore the globe was my second beloved. Athough it was a win win situation for my passions to flow, but the dreams were big for my eyes ! It really was ! Knowing that it is important to have a perspective upon our own spiritual journey and how it unfolds. I escaped !
Well, life had some other plans. Because life ain't easy when in a mediocre socio-economic position in a society. You cant always get what you want. The higher you dream, the more harder you fall. You get shattered, but you don't want to end up this way. I know, many might relate if I say that there is a killer insect inside us. . If not treated the right way at the right time, it will definately infect !
Alas, that helped me overcome the mental challenges, was through writing. I sensed comfort in limiting myself with my diary and I penned my thoughts on the white paper. Hence I decided to create a world of my own that has no ends and no limits; Its my World, not the world the society has chosen for me......!! It was then I was introduced to writing. And belonging from English Literature background, added the spark. I instantly developed the habit of writing. And trust me when i say 'The readings that relates you, can cure you too'.
Well I loved blogging on sensitive topics more, and had the habit of comparing and ruminating myself with the characters. I do spend a great deal of time focusing on myself, analysing my defects and chewing my problems. Its good and sometimes its not. Wrong if it happens to encourage pessimistic view of life. But I gained positivity !
Personal writings, Feminism, Current affairs, sensitive topics (like researches involving ethically questionable behaviours) are the few topics that grab my attention, however I love to dissect controversial topics. I am someone who get sensitised by such bloggers; their thoughts. I wrote too, on topics that fantasized me, because it was something that I was good at and that which costs nothing but worthy of everything.
Moreover, I wrote poems. My writings are mainly based on my ideologies as a woman. I started writing from mid 2015. Its been so many years now. Not knowing that the passion I followed will lead me into this. Never knew my writings could inspire my own soul. Never knew I had so much inside me. Blogging for me is a voice to the ear, and a companion to the soul.
"I now dream and I have the shove coming to make it happen, today and everyday"
I was violent but i was poised, i was shattered but i had to be empathetic. What else can a young daughter do in a typical middle class society?! But i had a crazy little insect inside me, and to fulfill the pressing needs, I worked in a firm. Did news reading, anchoring, also worked in an admin department.
And with the very little i earned, I learnt dancing. Kshatriya(Assamese folk dance), Contemporary(a combined dance form of classical, modern and Jazz), Salsa a bit!! Yes, I loved to dance, so much so, until the muscles scream for rest. And trust me when I say, dancing is a beautiful expression. Dancing is like a life in the soul.
Unlike dancing, the other one that makes me passionate about is, travelling! Just to travel and explore the globe was my second beloved. Athough it was a win win situation for my passions to flow, but the dreams were big for my eyes ! It really was ! Knowing that it is important to have a perspective upon our own spiritual journey and how it unfolds. I escaped !
Well, life had some other plans. Because life ain't easy when in a mediocre socio-economic position in a society. You cant always get what you want. The higher you dream, the more harder you fall. You get shattered, but you don't want to end up this way. I know, many might relate if I say that there is a killer insect inside us. . If not treated the right way at the right time, it will definately infect !
Alas, that helped me overcome the mental challenges, was through writing. I sensed comfort in limiting myself with my diary and I penned my thoughts on the white paper. Hence I decided to create a world of my own that has no ends and no limits; Its my World, not the world the society has chosen for me......!! It was then I was introduced to writing. And belonging from English Literature background, added the spark. I instantly developed the habit of writing. And trust me when i say 'The readings that relates you, can cure you too'.
Well I loved blogging on sensitive topics more, and had the habit of comparing and ruminating myself with the characters. I do spend a great deal of time focusing on myself, analysing my defects and chewing my problems. Its good and sometimes its not. Wrong if it happens to encourage pessimistic view of life. But I gained positivity !
Personal writings, Feminism, Current affairs, sensitive topics (like researches involving ethically questionable behaviours) are the few topics that grab my attention, however I love to dissect controversial topics. I am someone who get sensitised by such bloggers; their thoughts. I wrote too, on topics that fantasized me, because it was something that I was good at and that which costs nothing but worthy of everything.
Moreover, I wrote poems. My writings are mainly based on my ideologies as a woman. I started writing from mid 2015. Its been so many years now. Not knowing that the passion I followed will lead me into this. Never knew my writings could inspire my own soul. Never knew I had so much inside me. Blogging for me is a voice to the ear, and a companion to the soul.
"I now dream and I have the shove coming to make it happen, today and everyday"